The Jessica Experience

The Jessica Experience

I know what you're thinking. "The Jessica Experience" sounds kind of odd bordering on wrong. It sounds like something out of an Adult film or something. Or maybe that's just my dirty mind working. Honestly I was actually going to name this blog "thejessexperience" but that really looks wrong so yeah, I just stuck with Jessica since that's my name anyway!

Well, I guess I've always been the girl who had too many blogs. Lol, no joke. I change URL's like every other week or so? I'm never contented and I honestly do not know why. So I'm hoping I stick with this one. Well, maybe. But I love how it has my name and somehow I can really see myself updating this blog like ages from now.

This is me at Eighteen. Or rather, what's left of my being eighteen. Since I turned legal last October, I feel as though I've been in this big emotional rollercoaster. I want it to stop. To feel stable, safe, and sound perhaps. Maybe that's why I blog, because writing my feelings is therapeutic for me. I find comfort and solace in words.

I've always thought of myself as a "writer" ever since my fourth grade teacher told me i was very good with essays. I pride myself in my words, sentences, and construction. Whenever I was down, I would write in my diary. Well, scribble is more like it. Whenever I would need to talk to my parents about something serious, I would write them a letter. I once wrote to them after they got my report card, explaining my less than stellar grades. I even added in a "10 reasons not to take my cellphone away" list in the letter. I made it humorous and I guess it worked!

What I cannot say I express perfectly in words.

I guess that's why I love writing too much.